Since then, God has done a deep, transformative work in my heart. I've walked through three miscarriages that shattered my illusion of control and led me even deeper into the reality that God doesn't meet us once we figure it all out. He meets us right in the middle of the mess.
Now, through my podcast, books, and one-on-one mentoring, I'm passionate about helping Christian women discover that same freedom. The kind that comes when you stop striving and start trusting that His grace is enough. Because purpose isn't about arriving or finally overcoming all of our struggles. It's about walking with Jesus right in the middle of our pain, our questions, and our humanity.
If you're tired of pretending, tired of performing, and tired of feeling like you're the only one who doesn't have it all figured out, you're not alone, friend. And you're exactly where you're supposed to be.

I'm a wife, mama of 2, author, and podcaster living in Denver, Colorado. You can usually find me sharing everyday life on social media, grabbing coffee with friends, thrifting with the fam, or curled up with a latte and a good book.
I grew up in the church, but I also grew up struggling deeply with mental health, eating disorders, suicidality, and sexual trauma as a teenager. For years, I thought being a "good Christian" meant having it all together, which only made me feel more isolated, more broken, more like a failure every time I couldn't keep up the performance.
The night I planned to end my life, my mom spent the entire night praying for me in the room right below mine. All I remember is waking up the next morning. It was a Sunday, so we went to church. The moment I thought was the end turned out to be the beginning of a long, messy, beautiful healing journey. One that taught me the most freeing truth I've ever known: Jesus never asked me to be perfect. He just asked me to be honest.

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